The exercise and assessment process is relatively simple. When I think of an assessment I think of finding out what area needs some work. Through a series of questions we can assess ourselves and our needs. We can look at any area of our life and figure out which one is ready to change. For example it can be our relationships, something biological, environmental, or emotional development. Once we have figured out the area we then meditate and become still and release all mental activity. We then focus on the area we chose and figure out what we can hope to accomplish for this area. Then we continue this for a few days. We then come back to stillness and focus on the healing aspect, and we figure out what the next steps will be.
I have discovered at no surprise to me that I need a lot of work. But when I really sit and think about it, it isn’t as bad as I make it out to be because everything I need to do better at can be connected to something else. For example I stress a lot about little things I have no control over but perhaps I can meditate and exercise to help me deal with my stress. While I am meditating I am also calming my mind and body and reducing my anxiety which I have a lot of. By exercising I am not only helping myself to deal with stress but I am helping my physical body. I also find that when I exercise I can think more clearly so I sometimes use that time to sort out some things in my head. However I went to the gym the other day, first time in a long time and I felt great then I caught whatever illness the my kids had days before only it hit me much harder because I was taking care of them, not sleeping or eating right myself. So now I have these, flu like symptoms and pain in all the areas I worked out. But I still somehow feel good mentally.
Well I have kind of answered the blog questions backwards here. The area I need to focus on would be mental; stress. I have chosen this area because it is the route of all evil for me. I get so stressed out about things I have no control over and it causing me to have panic attacks or to feel physically sick. I also sometime especially with school work have mental meltdowns when I am not understanding anything. I will re-read a million times ask my husband for help and I get no where. I no family where we are and we are the west coast they are on the east and by the time I get home from work, done cooking and cleaning and get a chance to sit and do some school work everyone back home that I could talk to are sleeping because of the three hour difference. I find myself stressing that too. But the list could go on and on forever. I have always had bad anxiety attacks that I take medicine for because sometimes it feels like I am having a heart attack of some sort. I am finding though that using many of these techniques is helpful now if I can become more holistic or integral and really apply it all the time in my life I think I can minimize the stress or even learn how to not stress some of the silly things I stress.